Saturday, February 25, 2012

10:42 pm

I'm craving something to eat. Why? I know I'm not hungry. Gotta beat this.

Day 1

Feeling pretty rotten tonight.  Don't know if it's because it is the end of my 'vacation' or if it is loneliness catching up with me.  Earlier today my older son was reminiscing about his step-father.  We were having a good conversation, and then he must  have caught a look on my face, because he decided to drop the conversation abruptly. I'm sure if he did catch a look, he misunderstood it. Shit, I don't even know what the look was about.
Half fondness, half regret, half resentment, half loneliness...The list goes on.

Okay, the reason for this blog.
The therapist thinks I am an emotional eater. ...Duh!

I don't really want to do this.

Maybe later. :(